//window.breaks//

A man beyond my window is calling out to me. I can hear him in the distance, he says his love can set me free. While I am here behind this door, I think I'm warm and safe...secure. I won't see passed this window's ledge for the fear that he will see it's me. My heart beats faster, I hear His voice. I'm breathing deeper..."Am I His choice?" His voice grows louder, He's nearer now. My name He calls, my walls come down. No walls, no door, no longer bound. When He reached in I heard His song. He sang it then, He sings it now...

Beautiful One. My righteous child come to me I will mend your heart when you're on your knees. My heartbeat, the apple of my eye. What you mean to me you'll never know the depths. I made you to break you to heal you to kill you to raise you again and again. You will fall down, but I will hold your hand. You are the depth of my love. You're the reflection of my glory. Perfect splendor. You are the depth of my love. You are the chosen one. You are mine.

But the nations rise against me and I cannot contend with them. I am what I am. So burn me with your fire. Rush me with your wind. Drown me in your glory. Bring me back again.

~Toni